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Mellon Collie and the Infinite Logan (IN PROGRESS)

by Elijah Should & Various Artists From the "Smashing Pumpkins" Facebook Group

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download this album for a MCIS insert/liners/lyrics .pdf
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a live wire in honor of her youth she's not sorry she's happy
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ten times removed i forget about where it all began bastard son of a bastard son of a wild eyed child of the sun and right as rain, i'm not the same but i feel no pain, i feel nothing holding back the fool again holding back the fool pretends i forget to forget nothing is important holding back the fool again i sensed my loss before i even learned to talk and i remember my birthdays empty party afternoons that won't come back holding back the fool again holding back the fool pretends i forget to forget nothing is important holding back the fool again i forget to forget me i forget to forget you see nothing is important to me i knew my loss before i even learned to speak and all along, i knew it was wrong but i played along, with my birthday song holding back the fool again holding back the fool pretends i forget to forget nothing is important holding back the fool again
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she didn't wanna be, she didn't wanna know she couldn't run away cause she was crazy she gave it all away, she saw her baby break and in the air it hung that she was dull razors and i said, i wanna fill you up, i wanna break you, i wanna give you up from one another, another one should come to one another no one should come between us still i was lonely, and she was by my side, my one and only knows that she could never hide i couldn't feel her, and it was just a game, cause i was lonely and she was crazy rat-tat-tat, ka boom boom, now take that, and just a bit of this cause i'm a watcher, i'm a doer of none i've come to save you, cause you're all mine i hurt where i can't feel, i feel where i can't hurt i know where i can't know, i bleed for me and mine ka-boom, a rat-tat-tat, and some good ole bliss cause i'm a sister, i'm a motherfuck i am made of shamrocks, i am made of stern stuff i am never enough, i am the forgotten child and i said i wanna fill you up, i wanna break you, i wanna give you up from one another, no one should ever come in between us, between us and our love mary had a little lamb, her face was white as snow and everywhere that mary went i was sure to go (to go) now mary's got some problems, and mary's not a stupid girl mary's got some deep shit, and mary does not forget this is how mary's garden grows, this is how (this is how) mary has her ghosts and into the eyes of the jackyl i say ka-boom now we begin descent, to where we've never been there is no going back, this wasn't meant to last this is a hell on earth, we are meant to serve and she will never learn bye bye, baby goodbye bye, bye, baby bye-bye
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boredom's in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth sally's in the stirrups claiming her destiny and nobody nowhere understands anything about me and all my dreams lost at sea jack it up judy set your heart alight mayfair mistress of the satellites misspent youth- faking up a rampage to hold off the real slaves paid off and staid and what you never knew can never get to you so fake it i'll be your stumbleine i'll be your super queen and make you jukebox fuckup hanging round the drugstore no matter what you say he'll be back for more mommy's in the manger with the little kids she's got her reasons, got my forgets of tears and idle threats misplaced and no matter what they do they can't get to you so fake it i'll be your stumbleine i'll be your super queen and make you me and make you me gonna make you me mah mah mah me come around ruby i could never sleep alone she's on her cellular down at the shopping mall
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betcha fell for that fake-out !! I sure know I did !!
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candy cane walks down to build a bonfire, to break my fall my baby, my sweet thing just maybe we could lose ourselves this time king of the horseflies, dark prince of death his tragic forces are heaven sent in sweet things, in a lovers breath in knowing this was meant to be the last a go-go-kids, a go-go-style a suck suck kiss, a suck suck smile as always, in young need a veiled promise to never die on dead highways, her black beauties roam for june angels, so far from home for a love lost, a faded picture to tread lightning, to ink the lavender skies so get on the bomb
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time is never time at all
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we only come out at night, the days are much too bright we only come out at night and once again, you'll pretend to know me well, my friends and once again, i'll pretend to know the way thru the empty space thru the secret places of the heart we only come out at night, the days are much too bright we only come out at night i walk alone, i walk alone to find the way home i'm on my own, i'm on my own to see the ways that i can't help the days, you will make it home o.k i know you can, and you can we only come out at night, the days are much too bright we only come out at night and once again, you'll pretend to know that there's an end, that there's an end to this begin it will help you sleep at night it will make it seem that right is always right alright? we only come out at night
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Lily, my one and only I can hardly wait till I see her Silly, I know I'm silly Cause I'm hanging in this tree In the hopes that she will catch a glimpse of me And thru her window shade I watch her shadow move I wonder if she.......? Lily, my one and only Love is in my heart and in your eyes Will she or won't she want him No one knows for sure But an officer is knocking at my door And thru her window shade I watch her shadow move I wonder if she could only see me? And when I'm with her I feel fine If I could kiss her I wouldn't mind the time it took to find My lily, my one and only I can hardly wait till I see her Oh lily, I know you love me Cause as they're draggin me away I swear I saw her raise her hand and wave (goodbye)
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beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come and i can't help but feel attached to the feelings i can't even match with my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sky wonderful, it's wonderful, to know that you're just like I and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't but you just can't tell who you love and who you won't and i love you, as you love me so let the clouds roll by your face we'll let the world spin on to another place we'll climb the tallest tree above it all to look down on you and me and them and i'm sure you know me well, as i'm sure you don't but you just can't tell, who you'll love and who you won't don't let your life wrap up around you don't forget to call, whenever i'll be here just waiting for you i'll be under your stars forever neither here nor there just right beside you i'll be under the stairs forever neither here nor there just right beside you
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Take Me Down Lyrics take me down, to the underground won't you take me down, to the underground why oh why, there is no light and if i can't sleep, can you hold my life and all i see is you take my hand, i lost where i began in my heart i know all of my faults will you help me understand and i believe in you you're the other half of me soothe and heal... when you sleep, when you dream, i'll be there if you need me, whenever i hear you sing... there is a sun, it'll come, the sun, i hear them call me down i held you once, a love that once, and life had just begun and you're all i see... and trumpets blew, and angels flew on the other side and you're all i see, and you're all i'll need there's a love that god puts in your heart
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I don't look in the mirror I don't like what I see staring back at me Everything is clearer I'll never see what you see It's not me So beautiful and free I'll never be what you need I can't help it at all I was born so beautiful But now I'm ugly And I rot in my skin As a piece of me dies everyday I know I'm nothing I know there's nothing I can say To change The judgement in their ways I'll never be what you need I can't help it at all My love was so beautiful But now I'm ugly Yeah... I'm good enough, but I don't care I'm good enough, but I'm not there I'm good enough, but I don't care The sun is out, but I'm not there (I can go anywhere) I'm good enough, but I don't care (...somewhere) (I can go anywhere) The sun is out, but I'm not there (...somewhere) (I can go anywhere) I'm good enough (...somewhere) (I can go anywhere) I'm good enough (...somewhere) I don't look in the mirror I don't like what I see staring back at me Everything is clearer I'll never see what you see And I rot in my skin As a piece of me dies everyday I know I'm nothing Because I'm ugly
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despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
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shakedown 1979 cool kids never have the time on a live wire right up off the street you and i should meet junebug skipping like a stone with the headlights pointed at the dawn we were sure we'd never see an end to it all and i don't even care to shake these zipper blues and we don't know just where our bones will rest to dust i guess forgotten and absorbed into the earth below double cross the vacant and the bored they're not sure just what we have in store morphine city slippin' dues down to see that we don't even care as restless as we are we feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts and poured cement lamented and assured to the lights and towns below faster than the speed of sound faster than we thought we'd go beneath the sound of hope justine never knew the rules hung down with the freaks and the ghouls no apologies ever need be made i know you better than you fake it to see that we don't even care to shake these zipper blues and we don't know just where our bones will rest to dust i guess forgotten and absorbed into the earth below the street heats the urgency of now as you can see there's no one around Farewell, goodnight last one out turn out the lights inside the future of a shattered past
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Farewell + Goodnight goodnight always to all that's pure, that's in your heart may your dreams be so happy and your head light with wishes of a sandman and a night light be careful not to let the bed bugs sleep tight nestled in your covers the sun shines but i don't a silver rain will wash away the sun shines but i don't a silver rain will wash away and you can tell it's just as well...
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𝔹𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕜 (free) 06:09
I wish I was blank I wish I was blank I wish I could thank I wish I was blank I write a letter to you And there'd be nothing to it I wouldn't hem and haw On just how to start it I wish I was blank I wish I was blank I wish I could thank I wish I was blank I wish I'd stand up straight I wish I'd said things different I wish I'd said nothing Things would be so perfect I wish myself to keep I pray myself to sleep I wish myself away I wish I was blank
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as far as you take me, that's where i believe the realm of soft delusions, floating on the leaves on a distant shoreline, she waves her arms to me as all the thought police, are closing in for sleep the dilly dally, of my bright lit stay the steam of my misfortunes has given me the power to be afraid and in my mind i'm everyone and in my mind without a care in this whole world without a care in this life it's what you take that makes it right porcelina of the oceans blue in the slipstream, of thoughtless thoughts the light of all that's good, the light of all that's true to the fringes gladly, i walk unadorned with gods and their creations with filth and disease porcelina, she waits for me there with seashell hissing lullabies and whispers fathomed deep inside my own hidden thoughts and alibis my secret thoughts come alive without a care in this whole world without a care in this life it's what you take that makes it right and in my mind i'm everyone in my mind i'm everyone of you you make it right it's all alright you make it right porcelina of the oceans blue
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wrap me up in always, and drag me in with maybes your innocence is treasure, your innocence is death your innocence is all i have breathing underwater, and living under glass and if you spin your love around the secrets of your dreams you may find your love is gone and is not quite what it seemed to appear to disappear beneath all your darkest fears i believe in never, i believe in all the way but belief is not to notice, believe is just some faith and faith can't help you to escape and with this ring i wed thee true and with this ring i wed thee now and with this ring i play so dead but no one's asking for the truth, so let me tell you if you spin your love around the secrets of your dreams you may find your love is gone and is not quite what it seemed to appear to disappear beneath all your darkest fears to the revelations of fresh faced youth no one will come to save you so speak your peace in the murmurs drawn but youth is wasted on the young your strength is my weakness, your weakness my hate my love for you just can't explain why we're forever frozen, forever beautiful, forever lost inside ourselves the night has come to hold us young
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UGLY I don't look in the mirror I don't like what I see staring back at me Everything is clearer I'll never see what you see It's not me So beautiful and free I'll never be what you need I can't help it at all I was born so beautiful But now I'm ugly And I rot in my skin As a piece of me dies everyday I know I'm nothing I know there's nothing I can say To change The judgement in their ways I'll never be what you need I can't help it at all My love was so beautiful But now I'm ugly Yeah... I'm good enough, but I don't care I'm good enough, but I'm not there I'm good enough, but I don't care The sun is out, but I'm not there (I can go anywhere) I'm good enough, but I don't care (...somewhere) (I can go anywhere) The sun is out, but I'm not there (...somewhere) (I can go anywhere) I'm good enough (...somewhere) (I can go anywhere) I'm good enough (...somewhere) I don't look in the mirror I don't like what I see staring back at me Everything is clearer I'll never see what you see And I rot in my skin As a piece of me dies everyday I know I'm nothing Because I'm ugly
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about

It is the 20th anniversary of the best album of all time. This record has literally been my favorite for 20 years. The one song I sometimes skip, "take me down", has been covered by an exciting artist named Brandon Edge in Austin and I am proud to say the version presented here has been improved upon the original. This is an open-source, all internet collaboration. Anyone can participate and it is a work in progress. Tracks will always be free. Tracks will also be uploaded to youtube individually once they are all mastered.

NOTE: these are unmixed,unmastered and unfinished. It's just a sampling of what we have. If you like what you hear and feel you can add (we need piano players and drummers especially) Hit me up @ FishfantasyRadio@gmail.com

- jardin.campestre dec2014

Also, if anyone has any completed covers (MCIS and/or from tafh box set) please be aware Eli is adding ambience and mastering this all himself so the sonic quality of the songs fit cohesively. THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE ANOTHER TRASH TRIBUTE / PILE of DRECK . This is going to play as it's own album. Check back here for more updates.
- Jay Sharp 1.12.15

XYU, Blank and Fuck You all went up today! I guess I'm the project manager on this from here on out. We also hired a semi-famous photographer to recreate the mellon collie gatefold photo with us all pretending to be the band!!! it's a very exciting time to be Elijah Should! We've got 34 songs started (nearing completion) and still many more Aeroplane Flies High songs we want to cover so hit up Jardin @ FishfantasyRadio@gmail.com if you wanna participate. I'll see you in Pumpkinland - E.S. 2/10/15

credits

released December 23, 2014

Thank Yous:
The Mighty JSE & SharpStar, NeoRev, Eben Rae, Seth Onken, Miles Tippett, Sour ETC, Natalia McCarty, Piano Reeves, Sean Arey, JM Hutchinson, Sam Wartenbee, Ben Schaaf, Brandon Edge, Ben Polonsky, Thisiswar, Mike Alexander, Jardin Campestre, Jonathan Monte, James M Graham, TJ Pallas, Ian Elkind, David Osborne, Roland Sixtus, Travis Wright, Jonathan Wheeler, Jay Sharp, RawkBR, DJ Turtle, Mallon Khan, Brian Berowski, Logan Hill, Mitchell Quintana, Brad White, Puke Numbskull, Martin Luque, David Morrow, Aaron Pollard & Miley Cyrus

Album artwork by Puke Numbskull, Jay Sharp, Laney J, Christian Zimmer & James M. Graham

A very special Thanks to RJ Harvilicz & Logan Hill for inspiring us to take on this bad boy.

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